I'm so in love with Diggy Simmon's CD right now!!!! :)

Hey! Sorry I haven't updated in a while! I'm so busy! But anyways, right now, in my life, I told the guy I liked that I liked him, and he said he liked me too. But I don't really get to go out a lot, which = no going on dates. So we decided to wait. Cuz we're going to the same highschool. So we'll get to see eachother more in hs. Hopefully we can wait til then. But anyways, Track seasons here! So it's running time! The first trackmeet is next week. But I'm doing 400m, 800m, and long jump. Anyways, yesterday, I was heading to my next class which is algebra, and one of my friends in 7th grade pushes me, and I ACCIDENTALLY bump into one of the 7th grade girls that I absolutely hate!!! I said sorry too. Don't ask me why I hate her I just do cuz she hates me. I never did anything to her, guess she's just jealous that all the cool guys in her class, hangs out with me and my friends. Anyways, when she was heading back down the hall she freakin pushes my back pack!!! I didn't know it was her til my friend was like, "did you see that?" "Pdihidla, just pushed you!" Cuz I thought it was just one of my guys friends. Idk I like having guy friends better then girl friends. I'm not saying that I don't have any girl friends. Just saying that I kinda like hanging out with guys more cuz they don't hav any drama, and are straight up with you. In my mind, I was like, you wanna go bitch?! but you know, I'm in a catholic school, and in 8th grade, so I can't, and if I did that, they prob not let me go to a catholic hs. So I just needa calm down a lil. Anyways hope you enjoy!!!

The older you are, the better you get at forgetting things. The things that seemed like the end of the world before, you realize now were just a bump in the road. You understand that all of the stupid things you had done before is the reason you are who you are. You'll understand that every little mistake and poor judgment has only made for a wiser self now. It is true that you learn from your mistakes and it's true they make you stronger. So make mistake, do stupid reckless shit and make a complete fool of yourself. Fall in love, break some hearts and get your heart broken.

Beauty gets attention, but personality gets the heart.

I’m gonna go on pretending like I never met you. And it’ll feel wrong at first but I think I can forget you.

it's really annoying that even though you're over everything that has  happened and then you see them in the hallway or something and you automatically get pissed off and still want to kick that jackass in the balls, but can't.

You must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go, and why you want to get there.

Learn to appreciate what you have, before time forces you to appreciate what you had.

i think the hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. neither of us knows what the other is thinking, and we are both trying to make decisions on something we don’t really know.

High school is a joke. Sure the education is a must, but who wants to be around bitchy teenage girls who make fun of you whenever they get the chance? Not me. Fuck high school. -Megan Fox

I'm definitely not a heartless bitch, but if you break my morals, all respect I have for you will be gone.

there's always that one person; no matter how long it's been, or how badly they've treated you, if they say i love you, you will say it back.

It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something, but I don't know what for. It's like everybody in the world wants something only they never really know exactly what it is.. They just keep finding out what it's not. You know how when you turn off the TV or take out your headphones and everything just feels so empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't?

The way I feel for you, I can't describe. It's almost too intense to verbalize. Essentially you're all I'm living for and basically each day, I need you more and more.

I think we can't go around measuring our goodness by what we don't do - by what we deny ourselves, what we resist and who we exclude. I think we've got to measure goodness by what we embrace, what we create and who we include.

It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride, for Christ's sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what... when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for.

14. You're not perfect. And let me save you some suspence, this boy you met isn't perfect either. But the question is, are you two perfect for each other.

Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.

 30 day challenge.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear ex-bestfriend,

Idk how I could stand being friends with you for that long. I you were mean to me most of the time, just don't k now.

hey! ok do Lent started on Wednesday and I gave up pop. But the day after, I already forgot that I gave it up, and drank 2 sips of Dr. Pepper. OOPPS! And I don't get to eat meat today ugghh! But we're doing it for God so it's worth it. :) My class has this thing where only 4 people get chosen to go to Topeka and meet the State Representatives. And  we had to write a letter and explain why we want to go . My 2 best friends and I did it. But the 2 of them got chosen and these 2 other girls in my class. :( This might make me sound lame but I only have 2 best girl friends and the rest of my friends are guys. Like I said before. I don't get along with any of the other girls in my class because apparently, they think we're bitches and are to popular for them. Sp do  some of the 7th grade girls.And  let me tell you, the 7th grade girls have never even talked to us before! I'll get  back to that later. So while my besties have to be at school at 5 am to go to Topeka. I'm sleeping. lol. They have to do errands for the Representatives and they can't use the elevator, they have to use the stairs, all like 5 flights of them! But hey, they get 3 WHOLE DOLLARS from the people. They  send them a check or something. My friend said she's not gonna cash it in though , she's going to frame it! lol! So back to the 7th grade girls. They hang out with the 7th grade guys , of course, but my friends and I only hang out with 3 of those guys. And I guess those 3 are the most popular out of the class. I know, cuz we made them popular! lol! And one of the guys, as I mentioned before, likes one of my friends. And that is why the girls hate us. 1. Because the guys like us more. 2. Because one of the guys they like, like my friend. Other than that we have never even done anything to them. Well we haven't actually done anything to them. We can't control it, that guys like us more than them! So enough of my talking! Hope you like this and please subscribe!!! :) 

Love Selena Gomez! :)

If I say it like I mean it, then maybe I'll believe it like it's true; I'm getting over you.

this may be insane, but i kind of thought i could have loved you. you had your chance though. i put my feelings out there, plain and clear for you but you don't even want to respond. i wanted you. all i needed to know was that this wasn't all in my head. that's okay though.

Mixed signals.
Yeah you sure as hell send enough of them. & how am I supposed to react. I can't be happy because you 'might' want me back; the maybe will just hold me back. You're not sure if you want me, but you're not sure enough to let me be happy with someone else. Do not expect me to run around after you any more, I'm done.

I hope that someday we could talk and forget that time ever drew distance between us. We could make a bridge out of words, as fragile as it might be; the awkward pauses and incomprehensible mumbling, twisting and twining into some stronger foothold.

Don't judge a girl by her cover

Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see.

Whiskey is risky but it makes the girls frisky.

He's just a boy who doesn't know what's in front of him. And she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.

The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes.

There are three types of people in this world: the ones who keep you alive, the ones who would otherwise cause you to die, and the ones who somehow manage to do both at the same time.

:)

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You're fighting.

 I feel comfortable around you. when i'm with you, i don't have to be perfect. i don't even have to try to be perfect. you already know all my secrets, the things i keep hidden from everyone else. so i'm finally able to just be myself, which probably shouldn't be a big deal, but it is.

Live in such a way that those who
know you but don't know God will come
to know God because they know you.

she was taught to believe in
what she saw. but what she saw
didn't give her much to believe in.

all she really wants is for you
to finally get the nerve to say how
you really feel about her. that way,
when you look at her, she's not still
second guessing what you really mean.

It's alright to lose your pride over something you love,
but never lose something you love over your pride.

i guess i never let you go because
in the back of my mind somewhere
i never lost the hope that we would
get our second chance

 DO THE CREEP! LOL!

somebody loves you, more than you know,
and will ever be with you, wherever you go.

The Laws of Lifetime Personal Growth:
1. Always make your future bigger than your past.
2. Always make your contribution bigger than your reward.
3. Always make your performance greater than your applause.
4. Always make your gratitude greater than your success.

even though she doesn’t believe in love,
he’s determined to call her bluff <3

I could never imagine feeling about anyone else
the way I feel about you. But I’ll do what I can

hahahaha!!! love Nigahiga!

30 day challenge.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear person I want to talk to more,

I'd like to talk to you more because you help me solve my problems and you know the right things to say! :D

Hey! Ok so yesterday we started talking to the guys again. I'm happy about it, cuz it's been going on for like 2 weeks now, and I hate to admit it, but I missed them. Even though they're annoying and all, they can be very funny. Idk I guess I just missed talking to them. So track started like 3 days ago. So soar! first 3 days I could barely walk. If I sat down for to long I couldn't really walk again. But if I run, I'll get used to it and walk fine again. Ok so now one of the 7th graders that I hangout likes one of my best friends. He used to date one of my other bestfriends. But she moved to a different state and he broke up with her. He's asking me for advice on how to get her. Idk what to say to him. Cuz my besti doesn't do the boyfriend thing. The guy that likes her right now, has a best friend, and his best friend used to like her too. When that guy's best friend tried to ask my besti out, it got awkward and they didn't talk to eachother alot anymore. Cuz they used to talk a lot. Now that that guy's best friend likes another girl, they talk again. So I was saying to the guy, that he shouldn't let her find out that he likes her, cuz he saw what happened to his bestfriend. But he already told her, before I found out. So he just screwed it up for himself. Anyways they aren't really talking anymore, and it's awkward. He doesn't have a chance, cuz 1. She doesn't do the bf thing, and 2. He's her bestfriend's ex, girl code! and 3. we're about to go into high school and he's going to go into 8th grade. Ok so tomorrow I have an algebra test! SO SCARED! I'm gonna fail it, cuz this chapter was so hard! and the quarter ends tomorrow, so I have to do really good, so I don't get C's. I prob will in algebra though. :( But tomorrow we can bring food to school because the 6th graders are going on a vocation fair thing with our teacher. So we're stuck with the 6th grader teacher, but we're going to watch a movie for Literature and we can eat during it. 6th,7th,and 8th graders all share the same 3 teachers. Alright, hope you like this and please subscribe!

if you run, make sure you're running
towards something and not away from it.

People always leave, but when
they do. I'm always there for her.

It's time to love who you are
and look forward to who you're going to be

Go ahead, text him first - he might be checking his
phone, waiting for you. Stare into the eyes of the guy you
 like - memorize the color. Turn on your iPod and run as
far as you can. Say hi to a stranger - you never know what
they'll become for you. Have a mental health day - you know
you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you
 can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will
 come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but
it'll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them,
what's the worst that can happen? He doesn't like you back?
Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to
 something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it
 could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident.
After all, you are pretty hot ;). Go for somebody who is totally
wrong for you, they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up
 for yourself, because if you don’t, who will. Moral of
the story is, YOU ONLY FUCKING LIVE ONCE.

there are some things we do because we convince ourselves
it would be better for everyone involved. we tell ourselves
that it's the right thing to do, the altruistic thing to
do. it's easier then telling ourselves the truth.

I'm ready to be the girl I used to be. the one
that never cried, the one that didn't get mad at
 stupid little things and the one that didn't
 sit around and worry about love.

Be thankful for every heartbreak, for they
 were planned. They come into your life just
to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and
 then leave. Their purpose is to shake you up,
tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your
obstacles and addictions, break your heart open
so new light can get in, make you so desperate
 and out of control that you have to transform your life. And you do.

Good friends, good books and a
 sleepy conscious. This is the idol life.

do you know why people hate to admit they are lonely? it's because when you do, everyone thinks that something is wrong with you. they think "i have people in my life, why don't you?" but the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone. 

if two past lovers can remain friends,
either they never were in love or they still are

At a table full of friends, I really only like one of them.

It's a lot easier to be lost than found. It's the reason we're
always searching, and rarely discovered - so many locks,
not enough keys. - Sarah Dessen

And I don't trust you, because every time you're here your intentions are unclear. I spend every hour waiting for a phone call that I know will never come. I used to think you were the one, now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

Love cures people - both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it.

We are only asked to love, to offer hope to the many hopeless. We don't get to choose all the endings, but we are asked to play the rescuers. We won't solve all mysteries and our hearts will certainly break in such a vulnerable life, but it is the best way. We were made to be lovers bold in broken places, pouring ourselves out again and again until we're called home.
+ To write love on her arms

The two best times to keep your mouth shut are when you're swimming and when you're angry.

And to this day when everything breaks, you are the anchor that holds me.

I never used to be jealous... then I liked you. Now I'm jealous of just about every girl that you talk to, smile at, or even wave at. All because in those seconds when you looked into her eyes, I wasn't on your mind.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.

30 day challenge.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear internet friend,

I love talking to you. Whenever I do, I feel like I'm in a different place. And not thinking about all the drama in my life. So thanks for listening to all my problems!